I have been looking myself a little differently here lately. Questioning where I been, where I stand, and what direction in life I plan to take. For the last several years in life it has been the same. The way I lived, the things I did, and how I viewed the world it has all been in this continuous cycle. To an extent it feels like some parts of my life have become stagnant. I yearn for a new direction a new choice in how I do things. A simple song rings so true to me "Every day is exactly the same" I feel those lyrics like the drum beat of my heart. The lyrics of the song is one that I can relate to. The tale of the song is in some ways a predicament I am in and that I put myself in. I know I have to change, that I want to change, and soon enough it will be so.
It's been 10 years now since the car crash I was in. For far to long I have been running away from learning to drive and being behind the wheel. I have been under a cloud of Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt. The fear that I may get in another car crash, the uncertainty that I really could drive, and the doubt if I could fight this fear. For far to long its been over me and I excepted it.
I have a lot on my plate for what I want to do this year of what I want to accomplish. I have to have the will and aspirations to succeed. I know I can do it I just have to keep this dream in my mind and my heart will carry on strong.
This is my life. This is my tale I have to write it out how I wish for it to be told.
